Rainfalls upon me,as i rush back to my place. With all the feeling i keep inside me which coud bust my eyes with tears. i stopped n looked what's across me and i saw a tree where i saw a boy crying for his mummy. i approached him and lend a hand, he looked at me with his big teary eyes n followed me. he showed me where he live, and i was speechless. the neighbourhood looked like a dump, heard babies crying, parents shouting, drug addicts along the sidewalks and dog howling as if they saw something. i carried the boy n brought him to his door, his mum opened the door n saw him, she just pull him and slams the door at my face without saying anything. i couldn;t say anything but leave and continue my walk home.
Sad feeling conquer my heart as well as confused. i sat on a bench thinking what's going on around me. the rain started to fall heavily and i just ignored. he text me asking me to go home,but i'm so fade up n just off my phone. i sat there like an emo, but damn i'm not! i on my phone again to check if there's any message. but then,my mum called me and asked me to go home. so without any doubt i just left the bench n just walk home..
he calls me,but i didn't answer. heartache i suffer which he doesn't know i don't wan to tell. i prefer to keep it to myself and just keep it that way. jealousy i have went to the maximum dosage. it's hard for me to control my feelings when i'm down. as i walk pass a italian restaurant, i saw 2 couples were having their dinner. as happy they was, i hope that would happen to me. How i wish we were happy as they were. i went away from that place and stop by to a duty-free store to buy myself mineral water. then i continue my journey back home.
i reached home and suprise to see him there with my parents. he stood up n hugged me n say he's sorry. i have this feeling of not forgiving him and i was still mad at him. i shed my tears and couldn't say anything. we went up to the balcony and sat there. and yeah,the rain stopped. he offered me hot chocolate with marshmellow, but i don't feel like having hot coco. he explained everything but i pretend as if there's nothing happening cause the anger i'm having is still conquering me. he told me he love me, i just starred at him with my teary eyes. he told me to say something,but i just couldn't. his eyes,full of tears. i couldn't help but not to say anything. he begged for me to talk, but i just couldn't. i cry as if i lost something precious, he ask me to stop crying and he hugged me to comfort.
i hugged him back as if i don't want to let go. He said sorry a bunch of times,but i just hugged him and nodded. he looked at me,and wiped my tears from my eyes. and told me he loved me so much, and told me i'm the best thing that has ever happened to him. i smiled while i was crying and told him that i love him more than he does. he kissed my forehead nad say sorry once again. we sat on the balcony and didn't slept all night till dawn breaks.he decided to go home, and i just couldn't let him go. but,he told me he have to. i let him go home with heavy hearted*kes inda tau cna ckp berat hati~hahahahaha* then i went in and go to sleep. i slept soundly with nuthing to worry about.
-the end-
story i made randomly as idead hit me!hahahah~jobless abis dh uh~me baca pun mcm nda menantu usulnya..hahaha..well,have fun reading!!
OMGOD!!!!!!!!It's the 1st of April!!hahahah~so yeah,i almost fall for my teacher's prank this morning~went to school n told him i couldn't attend the class just now~so he told me that tomorrow,which is 1st of april,got an important meeting.he told me with his frigging serious face!hahaha!so i went home n facebook immediately n wrote on amal's wall regarding bout the meeting..so she told me that there's NO SUCH THING!n i was like okayy~~so then after my dinner i checked my Facebook again,n just remebered that April Fool is TOMORROW!hahaha!!& yeah i have to be careful tomorrow!hahaha!damn it!how could i forget?!hahahaha~anyways,more birthday greetingsssss~
me?without pouting?not me~xp
me n my 2 brothers
